Regret

Sometimes people feel regrets. At times I am filled with regrets, I regret at times every time I made a person cry or angry. I regret leaving people that I've loved. I still love them you know. Every one of them and it is hard to turn back, I know what I did is right, but in the darkest of nights and when the world is covered in shadow while the bright stars do not glitter because of the veil of clouds. I am sad, I do have regrets at times. I will recover I will be better.

Release

A new release for me, I'm feeling pretty good lately, no girls right now. Just me and my life, not even interacting with people. Its nice to have solitude. I am excited to leave Utah though, get a fresh start.

Here is my release right now

Void

Nothing. Its all gone. Everything. Any plans I do have at this point have been delayed. Any person that I have been with are gone and basically out of my life. I am really ready to move on.... and I cant. Its sad that I have to depend on others to make me happy a lot of the time, lately I have been trying to be happy on my own accord, its been working.... sorta....