happy

Its simply beautiful, everything is crashing down around me except one simple thing, and that is what is keeping me up. It is keeping me happy, so beautiful, thoughtful, extrodinary. The simple miracle of things happening so quickly, and so perfectly. It all fits together so well. I am happy and for the first time in a long time, I want to be, I really do.

Strange Demons

Strange Demons

Enchant my soul

they seek to destroy me

like sons to avenge their fathers

They seek to take back my joy

And they did.....

But that is all going to end

I have made a choice to be happy.... most of the time. I belive everyone needs to be sad sometimes to remind them of what happieness is. We all need to experiance the bad to know what good is, or in some cases appriciate what is good. Maybe that is why I had to be away from her for so long, because I had her for so long, I know what it is like to be without her now. Yes, it is Hell, but I belive it has helped me not only realise just how much I love her but also how happy I was with her.

I.... dont know what to say.